Just trying to sort it...

One minute everything is simple, spelled out letter by letter, word by
word, and everything is calm and serene, there are only insignificant
worries and very few cares, all life's problems can be worked out over
the course of a cup of coffee and an old movie. Then when everything
seems in place and orderly and nothing could possibly change, life
changes behind your back. Suddenly you're catapulted away from the
safety of solitude and thrust into the wilds of a relationship, and
all these emotions that would have know their place back in solitude
suddenly take over and everything that made life simple is swept away
and you're left vulnerable and confused, with no hope in sight. And
just when you think everything is lost and you'll never be sane again,
you realize you're not alone, and suddenly you don't ever want life to
be simple again.