I feel, better...

I know its been forever since I last posted but I wanted to stew for
awhile and work through things. I feel better, I have come to realize
that I'm not depressed because of life, its just my job that depresses
me. So now I can stop worrying that my depression has anything to do
with Diana and life in general. I was starting to question whether we
brought each other down or really made each other happy. Well mystery
solved, Diana makes me happy and I hope I make her happy. I went most
of the weekend without her and I felt empty. Saturday wasn't bad
because I was distracted, but Sunday I missed her so much it hurt. I
hate sounding cliched like that, but its how I felt. Last night I saw
not only her, but her dad, Nessa, Andrew, Tom, and Jayla. It was great
and it was even better when I realized everyone there wasn't a
stranger. I realized that everyone had changed and grown, but they are
still the people I know and love. I didn't feel like I had to put up
my defenses. Overall, I feel better and not so down in the dumps.