Two down, a million to go...

I smoothed things over with my teacher, I can take the tests tomorrow.
That only leaves 3 other classes to sort away, and then I can focus on
worrying about other parts of my life, like money and health.
Thankfully I don't have to worry about Diana too much, she comforts me
more than she worries me. Looks like Kerry is going to concede, damn
another 4 years with a buffoon as president. Anyway, I'm starting to
feel better emotionally, I might even do some school work. Or I might
just read or something. Everything has seemed so far away for the past
2 weeks, like I'm on another planet. I can barely distinguish one day
from the next. I plan on sleeping tonight, maybe that will help. Its
going to be tough leaving Diana early though. We both desperately need
sleep. The sleep we get leaves us unfulfilled and we don't have any
energy. This morning I had a nice Zen-like calm sweep over me. I went
home to change clothes and decided to go on the porch and have a
smoke. I put on my jacket since it was freezing and I sat in the
rocking chair we have on the porch and I smoked and just sat and
thought random thoughts. Like how do squirrels keep warm? You know
stuff like that. My body just sort of relaxed and I felt great. I
wasn't warm but I didn't care. Maybe it was the cigarette or the
setting, but it was wonderful. I came into work and everyone was nice
and understanding and nobody bitched at me for being late. My teachers
were willing to work with me and my boss wasn't bothered by my
haphazard work habits. Life seems so good right now. I'm in love and
my life is going somewhere and things aren't as bad as they seem. I am
happy and well and nothing can phase me now. Thank you blog for
cheering me up once again. Until next post friends and neighbors...