Is this the end?

Diana finally came clean about what has been bothering her. Apparently she is doubting whether or not she loves me because of when I got really crazy last week due to pain killers, and told her that I started resenting her. Also, when I made plans I made than sound bigger than they were in order to hurt her. I didn't really mean to hurt her, I was just kidding, but the humor was subconsciously me getting back at her for making me feel bad. So we talked about why she hasn't wanted to see me for the past week or so. She has been avoiding me because was afraid that if she saw me she would find out that she doesn't love me because she feels that I'm not the person she thought I was. She said she thought I was grateful and sweet, but the things that I said made her realize how petty and childish I can be. I wish she wouldn't judge me, especially based on 1 week that I was messed up for half of. She said that she didn't want to end anything just yet, but she does see an end in sight. I feel like we're already broken up. She also said she kind of wished she hadn't taken my virginity because it made me so attached to her. She wished she could put me on a shelf and save me for later because she isn't sure she was ready for a relationship this intense. She feels like she's tied down and she doesn't like that. I'm not sure if she feels tied down because she's doesn't feel free to do anything she wants, or she wants to be with someone else. She sent me an email today saying that she doesn't want to end anything, she just needed some space. I hope we can work things out. I really don't want to lose her. Today she went to Oklahoma to take her mom to a hospital up there and I'm not sure if she'll be back tomorrow or not. When she comes back I'm going to talk to her and ask her some questions that I need to know the answers to before we can go any further. Basically I'm going to ask her if she is still in love with me, what she wants from me/the relationship, how much space she wants, if she still wants to be with me forever, and if there is anything I can do to fix things between us. Hopefully I can get some honest answers so I can quit trying to guess what she's thinking. Most of all I want to know if she is still in love with me. I know she loves me, but I don't know if she loves me like a friend or a lover.
In other news, I was in a car accident tonight. I was in a friend's jeep and he lost control, spun out, hit a guard rail in front of a railroad crossing thing, and finally flipped onto side of the jeep. Luckily, no one was hurt. My friend Sam got a cut on his arm from a broken window, but David and I were Ok. It actually was a little fun, but only because no one was hurt. Now I'm debating whether I should tell my parents or not...